Sunday, March 22, 2009

Life is a strange thing...

My life right now feels like a giant vortex leading into an abyss of nothingness, kind of like a black hole...
This it the first time in my life where I really have no time and I have had to drop things in order to do more important things. Keeping my priorities in order may cost me on the sentimental side, but my academic and financial well being are taking up most of my attention right now and I fit in family and friends where I can. is a strange thing.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009


...So I am slightly stressed right now...

42nd street started last night and, while I am very excited to be apart of this show, my teching schedule, plus Mattress rehearsals that will start next week, plus work, friends, projects, homework, tests, advising, housing...AGHHHHHHHH!!! Everything is coming together this month and I am going to be running at break neck speed until...June...AGHHHH!!

It will all be fine, I just keep telling myself to remember retrospective foresight. I already know that I am going to come out fine on the other side of this, it is just going to be a little difficult.

I also have a lot of little errands and responsibilities to keep track of that ruin my organization. That is what is really stressing me...the little stuff...Haha.

My schedule right now is pretty much booked solid. Ironically Wednesday, the day I used to hate with a passion, is now my only day where I have extra time to do stuff.

Fun times...

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Theater vs. Theatre??

This is an interesting time in my life. A lot of things are converging this month and I am not sure what is going to happen...

All I can say is that I am sure that I will be running around like a chicken with it's head cut off. My brain may decide to perform an emergency shut down at any time so I reserve the right to malfunction without warning.

Rehearsals for Once Upon A Mattress start tomorrow and I am teching 42nd street and that stuff starts this week as well...I also have work, d-group, class, homework...aghh!

I think I can take it all in stride and I will do fine but it is a lot like rafting down a river and you see a level five rapids coming up and you begin to freak out. When you are in the rapids it is still really scary and stressful, but once you are back in calm water, you realize that the rapids were really fun and you would jump back in them in a second. I am going into this month with retrospective foresight, meaning that I am looking at the future knowing that it will soon be the past and I will have loved it.